Loser

I want to run away from me. Somehow find a way to unzip this skin, fade away, erase the borders of who I am. I don’t know how to be a friend. I never want to be a mother. I have become everything I never wanted to be. Throw away my so-called poetry and let me choke on my words. All I can feel right now is the venom burning in my veins.

When your daydreams turn on you

My own words fail me like a disease.

I wish only for these images to disappear.



Nightmares

[Written by Kurenaix1234]

When I shut my eyes tonight
I'm scared the nightmares will find me
If my eyelids close and my body stops
they might attack my heart and mind
With claws,and teeth,and black eyes
they'll rip the dreams from my breath
The devilish scent of death they posses
makes me toss and turn in bed
Horrific scenes are poured into my skull
Crying and mumbling I'll stumble not far
No sound escapes my lungs from fear
I awake with an empty head
And the hollow sound of my night inside